Julia’s “saved by mcr” story

My name is Julia, i’m thirteen. When I first heard about MCR it was through one of my friends, she told me not to check them out and all this stuff about how they were posers and all this basic junk about them. And then the next day she was sleeping over at my house and of cousre being the giant butt-head that i was, i decided to play some of their music for her. I play Helena, she screamed and buried her face into a pillow until i turned it off.
Personally, i was blown away by their music, i never thought that i could love someone’s music THAT much. And thus started my craze.
MCR saved my life a year later.
I was obsessed with the thought of suicide, how long it would take, if it would hurt or not, and if it was like what the showed on TV shows and moives. I constantly wondered how long you would choke if you hung yourself with a rope. All of these thoughts constantly swarmed around in my head, it affected my school work and my home-life. I got into so many fights, and i had resorted to cutting. But then i heard the song “Famous Last Words“, i know how it goes, everyone gowing through something similar to this period in their life that has heard this song has fell in love with it. and i can not discribe how good it makes you feel inside. You hear those simple words “i am not afraid to keep on living, i am not afraid to walk this world alone” and something inside you just… glows. i know how cheesey this sounds but it’s really true. and that’s how this band saved my life.